Its Tuesdaz Jewelz: March 2010

Monday, March 29, 2010

Miss You..

I am writing this to help myself heal so if I misspell words I am sorry.

I watched the Sabres game on Saturday and they won 7 - 1. I went to call you Dad and talk about the game and as I picked up the phone to call I remembered. I have some new words to add to the list of feelings.
Sad - still Very Sad.
Ache - Like I have been hit hard.
Numb - very much so.
Shock - it is final.
Confused - At times.

I must end now but I will write more soon.

Thursday, March 25, 2010

Words of how you feel when you lose someone close.

Words of how you feel when you lose someone close. I know this is what I am feeling and things will never be the same with out my Father around. Life is different from now on and a piece of me is gone.
Sad very very Sad.
Lost - the world has become very big now.
Scared - what do I do who do I talk to.
Disconnected - The circle of our Family is gone, we will all still be close just a feeling I have since he is gone.

I have to stop for now but will write more soon.

Denise